fuck fuck fuck! I got piss drunk and my mom found out! dammit Chris!

he had this idea that we should all get pissed and then yeah we raided the bar and me and Chris each had 4 shots of this mampoer stuff it has 45% alcohol then we still had two shots of Sour monkey and Tang then me and him were in my room and the door was locked and my bro was on the outside and then Chris is like "I love you." we were so pissed and I said "I love you too." then he like sat on my lap and he's like "pull down your pants." so I'm like telling him no and I don't wanna get pregnant but he like keeps tugging at my pants and I just pushed him off me and he was like passed out on the floor then my mom knocked and turns out my bro had told her and he thought we were having sex! god I may have been pissed but I'm lesbian and have a girlfriend! Fuck me she's gonna ground me so bad, two months with no internet and no cellphone god I need to get myself out of this.

lmao! yesh I tuned Nicole badly cause she just pissed me off today, like I was already upset cause Fluffy was really sad and yeah so then when we went to break Nicole just pushed me over. and yeah so this is what happened.

Me: *takes off mt blazer to look over my scars, making sure nobody sees*
Nicole: what idiot does that to themselves?
Me: this idiot.
Nicole: how could you be so stupid?
Me: you really contradictory you know that? You were bragging that you used to do it, I don't even believe you did it, you would never be able to.
Nicole: I did do it just look at my scar! *shows a small scar on her leg.
Me: that could be from anything.
Nicole: ask my dad I used to cut all the time, but I wouldn't just go 'Oh I'm bored.' *makes a motion of dragging her finger over her wrist fast* lemme cut.
Me: no you would just go 'Oh I'm bored let me fuck hairdresser man!' what yopu like it up the ass?!
Nicole: *glares* I can do whatever I want alright? it's my life!
Me: yeah you can have sex with a dude whenever you want, go ahead. *mutters* slut.
Nicole: I can be a slut if I want to.
Me: you already are one. Yeah I can be a bitch when I want to. Look what you said about miss rose was such a lie, you are not suicidal.
Terina: if you were suicidal you would be dead already.
Nicole: well neither are you two!
Me: Bru that's why we're not dead!
Nicole: not a virgin either, if I'm a slut then Terina is one too.
Me: she never did it!
Terina: no bra I said no, he tried it twice, once against a wall with people there. I just said no.
Nicole: *glares at me* yeah sure you aren't a virgin are you.
Me: *glares back* go ask hairdresser man to fuck you nicely. Have a good day slut. *gets up and walks towards the teachers to line up*

yeah I wrote our fight down after break XD wanted to remember it cause it was the dissing session that made me feel so good (: she has been dissing me and Fluffy so much so I had enough.

well yeah g2g

the bitch is out!

MWA!

hey guys my first morning journal ever! lol yeah it's 6:16 and I'm trying to kill time XD well it's friday! YAY! and bumfluff might be comeing over! and he's bringing styv *happydances* he's so awesome, really dodgy for a laaitie but o wells XD
he is awesome lol he said that when Fluffy's ungrounded we're gonna have a ball lol and also my bro's one friend who told me he was bi told me that he had watched 38 porn videos last night O.o god extremely dodgy! now all he wants to do is gage his um friend with benefits at his school lol. my scars are healing like no more scratching really and Nicole is getting more and more irritating >.<
she looked at the scars on Fluffy's leg and was like "I'm glad I'm not as stupid as the two of you." well fuck her she 'used to do it.' god lying beotch.

oh we had a drug talk yesterday XD and me and Fluffy kept looking at each other and giggling and she listed her friends that did coke and weed. she doesn't like the heavy drugs though, we both don't. Well we both gonna smoke weed when Claire comes over so YAAAAAAY lol and her bf might be there so she doesn't feel lonely XD OHS! I'm saving up for a watch god it's so nice! it's almost gothic 83 I fell in love with it when I saw it XD well I'm running out of things to say, so ima finish my coffee and feed my tarantula! YAAAAAAY he's so nunus!

Byes guys

MWA!

hello guys ^^ well any how I hash had an interesting week. NOT!!!! god it's so boring at school all we do is study our CTA's for the EAT's next week grrr so boring XD well anyhow my arm keeps itching cause the scars are healing my dad found out, god I was so scared my grandfather just had to fucking tell him it was because of their fighting! god now I wanna cancel going to him for two weeks in the holidays cause really I just don't want him asking me more questions on why I did it, well I'm looking at the scars now, well the skin at least pulled together and they're going pink so that's goo right? they itch like hell and are freaking irritating! but I guess I deserve it XD but god when my mom pulled the bandage off my god it was sore jurrrrre! anyhow I gave my box of smokes to Terina at school yeah she was happy bout that lol XD and after school we were waiting for my mom and we like sat under these trees where nobody ever goes but we can still see where my mom would park andyhow so we were talking and then we started talking about gageing and stuff, she was teasing me and saying that I'm not old enough to gage anybody yet XD then yeah we started talking bout sex and crap yeah that was interesting, then Nicole came (god she's irritating >.< anyhow she came and sat down and then joined our conversatin and then asked me how lesbians did it and I listed all the ways I knew like I know 8 ways they do it I dunno if I've left anything out tho hehe anyhow um I found out one of my bro's friends are bi and I was the first person he told lol shame so sweet XD and then he told me what he's done with guys and yeah it's easy to talk to him really like so easy ^^

well I'm running out of things to say
so enjoy your day

I'll make my way

down to the um tray!

lol yay for rhymings!!!! XD byes peeples

MWA!!!!!!


and yay trying owt a skins hehe